Now is a Great Time to Start Practicing Mindfulness

The author’s focus in this article is feelings. He stresses again and again that paying attention to the not-so-pleasant feelings of fear, anger and grief helps them pass, and helps us realize how they may benefit us.

To add to the point and necessity of meditation, paying attention in this world of hurry (my speciality!!) is often perceived as potentially harmful and way too painful to consider.

But the many defense mechanisms many of us employ to avoid painful issues and subsequent feelings don’t work! The author examines the most common:

Suppressing: this is the most common. If I put my head in the sand, there is nothing but my butt sticking out, and hey, that’s enough…

Escaping: Addictions, addictions, addictions. TV. TV, TV. Email, email, texts, iPhones, iPads, social media, endless work lunches instead of time on my meditation mat, yada yada yada, blah!

Acting on them: Some people think they must react when triggered. Write that letter to your team! Get the venom out. But like suppressing and escaping, impulsive acting on a feeling is just another way to avoid it. It rarely works.

I pretended to be happy all the time. This form of pretense, of psychological dissembling, (yup, learned a big word from my therapy!) is a true neurosis, and it made me even more miserable than I already was. I never felt a feeling, much less processed one.

I wasn’t detaching from a feeling because I couldn’t name the feeling to detach from! I was out to lunch all the time.

But…learning to soften my belly, P-A-U-S-E, soften my eyes, track my awareness, and ask myself what I was feeling, became an amazing practice. In fact, it was suggested I set an hourly timer and keep a journal when the hour pinged. I was to write down what I was feeling.

This taught me to pay attention. The first week, every 24 hours, I was feeling ANXIETY! But the other day, I felt CALM!!!! It was a breakthrough. I felt it in my legs, my tummy, my jaw. I began to get in touch with all of it. Then I noticed, when I thought of my past, I got sad, and this was okay. I noticed it was okay to cry. I noticed it was okay to move on.

I took a workshop (yes, with my therapist, okay?!) a few years ago, and we learned that any big emotion, truly experienced, can only last in the human organism for 16 seconds. 16 seconds. The example given was heart-breaking, a grief so big I don’t want to repeat it. But this example has stayed with me, so I say, bring it on!!!

And the author says we should “reveal, not conceal.” I am getting admonished by my daughter (27 years old) to be more open, to say more about myself from time to time, my history, my past, to stop hiding. It has been an amazing time as I learn to grow up and be more mindful.

What about you? What feelings are you avoiding? Which ones are you welcoming?

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