Kevin Knapp, Latvia
November 3, 2014 | esapi-gspiaFinally, a good time for my first blog entry! Although I arrived in Riga almost two months ago, the cultural adjustment, busy schedule and exploration of the region hasn’t afforded me much of an opportunity for reflection and assessment until now. Like other Canadians living or working abroad, I watched the news the other week with a mixture of shock, anger and sadness. Sitting at the embassy near the end of day I saw the news as it unfolded and stayed glued to my computer screens for the next four hours until I was sure that my family, friends and colleagues were safe. As the dust settled, I witnessed from a distance, Canada becoming united in a way that many of us have not experienced in years. It is hard to describe the feelings of being so far from home when events like this occur. Aside from family in Ottawa and close friends working near Parliament hill, some of the first people I talked to were other interns from GSPIA stationed close to where I am here in Latvia. I knew that they would have experienced the same feelings as me; the shock and sadness watching the events unfold, and the feeling of isolation that comes from being so far removed from home and surrounded by people that are empathetic but not quite able to fully share in your sadness and mourning.
I should mention that I am the only Canadian at the embassy in Riga. Just before my arrival in September, the Canadian Ambassador left to start an early retirement, leaving the Chargé D’affaires based out of Vilnius as the HOM for the embassy in Riga and for our offices in Vilnius and Tallinn. From the start, the embassy staff (all of whom are Latvian nationals) made me feel at home, and I never felt isolated as the only Canadian Based Staff. Our wonderful new Chargé visits every couple of weeks and aside from that, I am greeted every morning by the pictures of our current government leaders and Queen Elisabeth! Outside of work, I have connected with a phenomenal network of interns from the other embassies in Riga-our own little United Nations with over fifteen different nationalities represented. The social gatherings and networking quickly helped me integrate in Riga. There are however some experiences, highlighted by the attacks the other week, that transcend the foreign networks of support we build up, experiences that make you fiercely proud to be Canadian but leave you feeling a little isolated when you are abroad on your own. One positive outcome of these horrible events is the patriotism that has emerged, bringing Canadians closer together. I could not help feeling incredibly patriotic myself, going back into work walking past the Canadian flag at half mast, past the book of condolences from the local community, and past the Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms. It’s startling to remember that this embassy is a part of Canada too. It is our national identity personified in a physical form, working for the betterment of Canadians and this part of the world. I am so grateful for the experience to be working in some capacity for our country particularly in times like these. The attack and its potential long-term effects have spurred me to work harder to ensure that the values I grew up with, and the values most Canadians cherish, continue to guide our government policy into the future. I mentioned that I walk past the Charter of Rights and Freedoms every day. Infact, it is mounted in a frame in the airlock between secure doors, so I am in a position to look at it every time I come and go. These days I look at it with renewed respect. I recognize that I am a (very small) part of the government system right now, but it’s an important realization that we all have a role in shaping the future Canada we want to see and live in. My role here at the Embassy in Riga is just the start of a journey that I hope will allow me the opportunity to create and enact policy that respects our historic values and freedoms to the benefit of all Canadians, in our connected and evolving world.